Yeah this side of town just ain't the same without you Like fuck the worry, get it done that's what you gotta do Having these conversations with myself Trying to do better managing my health It's worrisome I was too influenced by my niggas Worried you'd decide to leave the kid for something bigger Tell me if I see the bigger picture You'll star in a film where I can't even keep up with you Can't tell you the times that I'm not good enough was crossing my mind Intrusive thoughts, I prayed That shit would settle down with some time But how's your moms? And was she right cause intuition is strong Realized I'm only thinking now that I could prove myself wrong It's a burden to stay with you cause what you feel ain't the same The longer this carries on, I only wake up with shame Soul searching is not enough, the distance now is a sign I can't give you the best of me with knowing I won't be fine I remember riding round the east end 3AM cause you know that you got me bent Out of shape, yeah Poppin melatonin, I want to see you in my dreams You and I could only be possible within my sleep Take me away Know my addiction became an issue Hoping I'll sleep until I forget you I don't even know you and still I miss you I remember riding round the east end 3AM cause you know that you got me bent Out of shape, yeah Poppin melatonin, I want to see you in my dreams You and I could only be possible within my sleep Take me away Know my addiction became an issue Hoping I'll sleep until I forget you I don't even know you and still I miss you