Tell me when you need me Empty words Your and my reality Are different worlds Can't look into the mirror Guess how bad it feels Failing in the face of my own ideals Behind thick walls The silence makes it worse Not letting me know Doesn't make anything better Trust me when I ask And be sure that you are not A liability A liability I hope you know I hope you get what I'm trying to say You're not alone You can't believe - I know You don't believe - I know I'm so afraid I can't decide what is right or wrong No, not for you It's up to you - I know I know it's up to you I got no idea how all this Feels inside your head Still my biggest fear is That one day you are dead Forced to watch your sorrow With this damn disease I hope there is a good way You can find relief Disappointment grows The gap slowly expands Unable to talk Slowly losing the connection Always keeping faith Is what I'm trying to do But sometimes it is hard It's so fucking hard I hope you know I hope you get what I'm trying to say You're not alone You can't believe - I know You don't believe - I know I'm so afraid I can't decide what is right or wrong No, not for you It's up to you - I know I know it's up to you