My best friend overdosed, off fentanyl
So I don't swallow pills
Seen a thousand niggas fail
So don't follow your peers, These bitches ungrateful, how you want the sun, with the World in your hands
And ain't no more parties since seventeen, seen them murder my friend
Tired of screaming free my cousin Red Beam, missing my family
Thinking back, on the last ten years, he on his fifth sentence
Thinking back, all my momma sacrificed just for her children
And I hope in the afterlife we wasn't just living through our memories
Ain't start with a pot to piss in, but I done gained so much since then
It done rained on me plenty, different day, same nigga
Niggas complacent in they misery, won't entertain fake energy
Hate going to graves, so many faces, wish I could take with me
Innocent or not, be thankful, a date on your state sentence
I contemplated hate up in that cage, got so much rage in me
Better figure out a place, to place to pain before it drive you crazy
And these niggas a give they life up for the fame like they ain't got babies
I'm straight from Sugar Creek, where shit ain't sweet, never seen a bakery
Roaches in our cereal boxes, starving, it take the taste from me
I was on and off them bitches couches, in and out relationships
Nowadays I appreciate my silence, ain't trying to take your bitch
Daddy shot me, shit ain't been the same, cause we been distance since
Know your heart at shame, cause you listening to me venting on these instruments
Niggas grew up robbing just for fun, we used to break and enter
Bitch I'm from the north side, niggas used to die if they weren't cripping
Cold morning, no heat, tryna warm my car up just to make a penny
She been fucking all weak, he gone go home and put his face up in it
Shawty like a eight, insecure about dime bitches, taking her nigga
And you a liar like you faked your identity
Been on the grind a long time, don't care if it take me a century
Had to be my own odds, GOD knows strength in my healing
You know I'ma put on for Charlotte when I make a mill out the trenches
And you know I'ma put on for Charlotte when I make a mill out the trenches. For real