I did a bad thing again It's something that I thought I told myself I'd never do again Now I'm having trouble breathing in Again Five, six, seven, eight drinks in I thought that waking up with someone new would give me wings again My weakness is the weekend I'm terrified of half the thoughts in my mind so I'm going to hide behind my drink Don't wait for me 'cause I'm not much fun to be around When I've got these lies on repeat I miss my innocence I must've left it with You Oh, my innocence Is this what the grown-ups do? If one-night stands come at such a price Then I can't afford to say goodbye To my innocence I sinned a bit then made a day of it I'm going broke 'cause I stayed up all night and had to pay for it I'm breaking underneath the weight of this Again The mornings used to be my favorite But that was back before I sacrificed my character for happiness You showed me the world and then I wasted it (I'm sorry) I'm terrified of half the thoughts in my mind so I'm going to hide behind my drink Don't wait for me 'cause I'm not much fun to be around When I've got these lies on repeat I miss my innocence I must've left it with You Oh, my innocence Is this what the grown-ups do? If one-night stands come at such a price Then I can't afford to say goodbye To my innocence If sex before rings comes at such a price Then I can't afford to sacrifice My innocence, oo-ooh When quiet sin turns to deafening pain I need You to come and make a way To my innocence If You paid for me with Your perfect life Then teach me again how to fight for my Innocence