In my mind like I'm competing With myself I cannot even Out the odds it ain't that easy I don't even like to sleep in Every night ain't even dreamin Cause when I wake that's where I be in Weefin I aint tryna panic Living like a fuckin manic Sometimes it gets hard to manage I'm so high see from a vantage When I pull up I'm crash landin I don't mean to cause no damage (Fair warning) Exiled as a youth was banished Sometimes I just wanna vanish I don't think you'll overstand it I done grown my feet stay planted I'm gon always eat ain't gonna leave my family in famine Still i be stuck and i don't know Fork in the road I took em all Bitch i ain't shoppin at no mall I'm spendin yen to cop it all Cant even pronouce what I got on Ain't never forget what I've done wrong Chip on my shoulder the world inside my palms Putting trust in the universe but sometimes that bitch be wrong