And why does this love have to hurt so bad I never got a real answer from anyone out here anyway But i tried and tried again to find it by myself And all i found since then was silence and constant unhappiness Why do i think like this When will i ever find happiness How could you live like this When all the walls you built are always caving in Why can't you love me like i love you All of the heartbreak, still no virtues Cause all I've done is fuck things up And I'm sorry I can't let you leave me Life is a door and outside's freezing So i don't know if i can take the cold without you there And why do you have to run away I never thought that i would be here begging you to stay So i lied and lied again saying I'd change for you And nothing ever changed about me Cause all you made me feel was unwanted Why do i think like this When will I ever find happiness How could you live like this When all the walls you built are never caving in Why can't you love me like i love you All of the heartbreak, still no virtues Cause all I've done is fuck things up And I'm sorry I can't let you leave me Life is a door and outside's freezing So i don't know if i can take the cold without you there How could i ever see clear when my sight's gone red Some nights I swear that god is evil and the devil is my only friend When does the heartbreak end When will I ever be whole again And if i sacrifice my own for the people i love Will they love me back cause when you don't it really fucks me up God tell me what comes next If i never sleep again, will i still wake up with a hole in my chest