Late night thinking
How the fuck I'm on my own
Went from FaceTime frequent
To blocking on my fucking phone
And I- faced my demons
Niggas ain't even fucking know
And I- hate my previous
Self but you won't see the growth
And I- hate my reasons
For treating you like you was low
But you won't even give the chance For me to let it show
Why don't you pick up the phone
I'm scared to say it all
Cause I don't want to let you go
Uh I lost my dawg when I was 16
Hard to swallow sadness
Passion dawg we had big dreams
Took me out the fucked up world
That I had at home
Shoutout ya momma she was real
And showed me the love that a kid need
Wish you could fucking say the reason
You ain't fucking with
Me no more I'm stuck with the
Feeling you think I'm under ya
Thinking of me as fucking up
I know that stroked yo pride yep
I tried to help you be yo best
Cause that's what fucking love is
Fuck seems like you running
From yo past self
Still got love for you nigga
But you took in yo dad's help
Must of told you I'm a Nigga
And I'm moving bad welp
Fuck it I'll do the shit that we had planned
All by my damn self
Celebrate the wins on my 'dolo
You was my mans dawg
I can't even tell you what's up
Without feeling scared dawg
Changed the way I move for you
Do you hear what I'm saying dawg?
Just want you to say
"Glad you changed dawg"
Uh late night thinking
How the fuck I'm on my own
Went from FaceTime frequent
To blocking on my fucking phone
And I- faced my demons
Niggas ain't even fucking know
And I- hate my previous
Self but you won't see the growth
And I- hate my reasons
For treating you like you was low
But you won't even give the chance For me to let it show
I'm scared to say it all
But now I got to let you go