I messed up baby I know I was wrong, it's been a little time for you to realise I'm so sorry I Know I was wrong it's been a little time for you to realise Recently been feeling like No way this could be my life Look these people in the eyes I ain't really seeing life I ain't really seeing light Shit got me feeling like I took a left turn when I maybe should have took a right Wish that I could take it back cause I can't really fake it man Acting like I'm living good when I'm all I'm doings looking back Acting like I got direction I ain't even seen the map Shit just got me feeling like This kinda feeling that I won't ever be living right til I'm acting like a man But fuck a plan fuck a purpose fuck the aftermath I can't act like a care cause I ain't really planned for after that So I I regret and I regress I roll up and then destress I been running from my demons Even though they in my head Thinking more and I sleep less This ain't black and white like chess Know I'm stuck in the between I ain't spirit I ain't flesh I regret and I regress I roll up and then destress I been running from my demons Even though they in my head Thinking more and I sleep less This ain't black and white like chess Know I'm stuck in the between I ain't spirit I ain't flesh