Half awake in the Village Shires Now convinced that You don't exist Come Now Sleep in waves of lavender It's the way You never held me in your fist, yeah If I gave it all away I could lie and say I've changed But still carry all the weight Stray a little further every day Then You showed up At the Christ Church Tripping out Staring circles into the floor You weren't even saving anyone Came for a keychain and waited by the door But You said I was lit up once too I still remember all the ways we moved It's always the pleasant dreams That haunt you the most And they keep you coming back again If i gave it all away I could lie and say I've changed But still carry all the weight Stray a little farther every day