Rivers crossing rivers Trying to get to all the lonely ones Been staring in a mirror Tired of waiting for sun that isn't coming Took a turn now this isn't fun I been told this not for everyone Drew a fate that just disappeared We've been waiting for this for it feels like 50 years I took another page out of a loaded gun Looks like I've become what I was running from In our apartment in the middle of the city I'm screaming at the top of my lungs It looks like I've become what I was running from Feelings turned to blisters Turned to callus on a broken thumb Debated getting stitches But I do this for adrenaline Took a turn now this isn't fun I been told this not for everyone Drew a fate that just disappeared We've been waiting for this for it feels like 50 years I took another page out of a loaded gun Looks like I've become what I was running from In our apartment in the middle of the city I'm screaming at the top of my lungs It looks like I've become what I was running from Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh (what I was) Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I took another page out of a loaded gun Looks like I've become what I was running from In our apartment in the middle of the city I'm screaming at the top of my lungs It looks like I've become what I was running from Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh (what I was) Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh (what I was) Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh (I've become what I was running from)