Here i am here i am
Fuck your preconceived notions of the man i am
Way too invested in the past never noticed who i was
Or the land that i stand on now with the hands
That built this From the ground way too times to count
I am lost i am found and everywhere in between
No such thing as mortal men we live forever on screen
Welcome to the world of the impostor's dreams i
I no longer subscribe to the lives of the chronically online
I used to be a cynic
I was my biggest critic
I went from having dreams to a nihilistic narcissist i hated who i was
I'm at peace
Or so i think then come the nights where me and sleep dont meet
But in the darkness i discovered i could bleed on beats
So i said fuck it i'ma spill my pain til the day i can't breathe
I tried to take my life but i was scared of falling
I made a lot mess, i put that shit in order
Give it a minute they looking for chinks in my armour
Ain't no sweat done paid my debt to karma
Here i am here i am
Nothing more than a mortal man
Tryna to make a legacy of this other strand
Tryna make a pedigree with this other brand
Tryna find a empathy before i kick the can
Switch the lens i could sense
A couple things start to changing when the fears start to blend
Everything in life yea the truth understands
Calling all the shots paul pierce in the stands
Fierce in my plans writing all these verses
Weave the tears in a thread
Overwork my ears thats a cure for the dread
Mingle with my demons and as i lie in my bed
Taming my emotions i dont mean to offend
There be times when im feeling unhinged
Knocking on the doors would you please let me in
Knocking on the doors would you please let me in
Kneeling on the floor, when it finally swing open
Dont wait for your blessings dont wait to be chosen
Dont take a couple breaths just to hold it
Here i am here i am in this moment
Let it go let it it go i aint holding
Let it go let it it go i aint holding