Should of done this, should of done that
Got a bad habit of looking back
Instead of forward, moving toward destruction
Or maybe something, that's gonna ease my mind
Tryna find the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
Days go by with no luck
I got a grudge, shove you out the way
As I think about my many mistakes
Hope I figure it out before I see the grave
I gotta stand on my two feet, I can't be a slave
I been too afraid, shortening my chances
The devil dances, god watch
Imma stop, stare at the clock
Time ticks, feeling sick
Another 24 goes, still ain't rich
Paint this picture, so you understand the mind of a nigga
Hope I get it right before I squeeze a trigger
Living with regrets, aye
Living with regrets now
Feeling weak after every breath
Looking back after every step, regrets
Living with regrets, aye
Living with regrets now
Feeling weak after every breath
Looking back after step, regrets
Walking down an unknown path
Remember that I'm young and I'm black
So I got a target on my back
It doesn't help that I rap
They looking at me like I'm all about the trap
But really this is therapy
Cause who there for me
I'm tryna find clarity,
Life scaring me
Derailing my winnings
I've been sinning but I'm still grinning
Keep it all hidden
But karma got me hitting the wall
My fist bleeding, ain't sleeping, but I'm still dreaming
Everyday I'm searching for lives meaning
Please end the madness Trying kill my sorrows and figure out the sadness
Dragging this pencil along to this instrumental
Regret taking up space in my mental
My heart gentle, but it breaks like glass
I'm moving too slow, life going by fast
All this regret been kicking my ass
Living with regrets aye
Living with regrets now
Feeling weak after every breath
Looking back after every step, regrets
Living with regrets, aye
Living with regrets now
Feeling weak after breath
Looking back after every step, regrets