Feel warmth when the cold hit my face Had to learn that we all in a race Gotta move at your own pace Even when I trip, see me full of grace Been a minute since I step foot in my grandmas place Always told me keep the faith At my best when I'm in my own space Spending hours with the pen til my fingers ache Hope my mental state doesn't break like a glass vase The dreams I chase seem so far away Hope I achieve them before I run out of things to say Been wishing for life to go my way Look into my heart that shit colder than an ice try Blues skies turn grey Still I ain't afraid Stuck in the shade as the days fade Need to make change before I see the pearly gates