I've always known who I am I'm not running Feel like I always have a strong plan But I can't catch a break, god-damn Take the van from sea to sea It beats the hell out of me But I'm holding on with a strong hand Maybe I'm just looking at the wrong end What if I got nothing left to lose? What if that's another sad excuse? Oh, we'll just get back in the van What if I have nothing good to say? Does anybody listen anyway? I can't stand it ♪ What if what could have been It never comes in the end? I always worry about my wingspan I don't know what I'm even thinking And Lord knows if I didn't try I'd never leave this life behind So I'm holding on with a strong hand Maybe I'm just looking at it wrong, man What if I got nothing left to lose? What if that's another sad excuse? Oh, we'll just get back in the van What if I have nothing good to say? Does anybody listen anyway? I can't stand it Can't stand it ♪ If I man up, if I man up, honey If I man up, will I stand up from it? If I get high, will I still come down? If I go far, will I come back now? If I man up, if I man up, honey If I man up, will I stand up from it? If I get high, will I still come down? If I go far, will I come back now? If I man up, if I man up, honey If I man up, will I stand up from it? If I get high, will I still come down? If I go far, will I come back now? Oh, come back down What if I got nothing left to lose? What if that's another sad excuse? Can't stand it Can't stand it