'Cause I think I deserve better than thinkin' about this still And being insecure about this still, but, now it's in everything Now it's in everything and I can't get it away 'Cause I'm always afraid that I'm gonna get left I've been thinkin' about you Too long And I wish I had knew, mm Whatever it'd take to, ooh, ooh Fall back, all I wanna do is Fall back, back 'cause all I feel is bad I try, I get sad, I'm so sick of it I guess I'm an idiot for thinkin' you'd say somethin' But you never really had a clue No, I never thought you really knew What exactly you would do And how it'd move so slowly from me You let it go like a smoke on the road Out the window, snubbed out in the cold Yeah, you treat me like a cigarette, never really handled that Tell me why I wanna retract? Can you tell me that? Fall back, all I wanna do is Fall back, back, all I feel is bad When I try, I get sad, I'm so sick of it And, I guess I'm an idiot for thinkin' you'd say somethin'