Staying home never sounded so good All the things that I know I never could Say what I wanted, what I'm thinking Drown it out with whatever I am drinking And by the end of the night I will have second guessed myself I never wanted to be my own worst enemy Saw it happen to my friends first Then I followed shortly We'll leave it open ended 'Cause we're on the road to destruction And from where I'm standing I can tell that it's not my destination I don't know what to believe in anymore When everyone is faking I'm over analyzing, Taking the liberty of self prescribing I can't get around what I'm feeling, In the end I throw my hands up to the ceiling I never wanted to be my own worst enemy Saw it happen to my friends first Then I followed shortly We'll leave it open ended 'Cause we're on the road to destruction And from where I'm standing I can tell that it's not my destination