It's been too hard at times Tried to keep it inside Thought you'd waste your time with me Didn't wanna fall apart but this house just broke my heart I tried to leave it I just wanna be free And all I wanted was to be happy You lost your mind, I lost my sanity again and again We used to break in laughs when things looked horrible Thought you'd waste your time with me I know we're desperate but we're no different Tried to make a change cause I just wanna be me And all I wanted was to be happy We lost our mind, I lost my sanity again and again and again Truth is it wasn't beautiful, it wasn't fun and I wasn't happy at all Truth is I felt alone, especially with people around I Felt like the world wasn't mine to control