Breaking all the rules to see you disappear Burning pictures with the help of little pills Fighting memories that make me wanna puke. Trying to relax by drinking all the booze. But sometimes I see you there... In the deep trails of my brain Killer spiders roamed around the room last nite. They took me hostage and put poison in my mind It's a funny feeling when you think you're gonna die In the back of a cab. And sometimes I spent my nights Waiting for the siren sounds. You brought me up, then tore me down Till I got over it and made it sound. It took some time, to realize This game was over even before it started. I'm sorry but I have to fix you. The voice in my head repeats itself again Don't worry we're gonna fix this. I guess Im talking to myself again. And sometimes I can't explain What is going thru my head. I brought you up, then took you down. Till you got over it and made it sound. It took some time, to realize I have to take care of this little heart of mine. Reaching out today (For some help, please someone) Help me understand (Why sometimes I can't breathe) ANXIETY (Don't panic, Don't panic) So take these little pills They will numb your brain