My peers told me to stay in place and hold my own ground
My thoughts told me stay in your room and do not make a sound
My feelings told me be yourself and people will stay around
My god it is so crazy my god its profound
By creating my own future im making my own hell
People trynna lay some shit on me i aint a wishing well
Tryna live my life live free without disturbance
But some negative shit comes as a daily occurrence
I said fly me to the moon and let me see these stars
Ive upgraded from my past i don't write measly bars anymore
Can be sure that I have opened that door
Lets explore the possibility and all the positivity
Just kidding theres no sympathy
My past is left behind of me your mothafucking doom
Is on the way call that mad villainy
Your stupidity is killing me
I hope somebody feeling me
Let's hop in my ride and go cruise just like penelope
Walk up to the school rocking my new fresh j's
Tryna distract myself from real life
Tryna find some new ways
Daydreaming dozing off in the classroom thinking bout better days
Ive been down bad sometimes thinking how do I run from this place
Skipping sleep i feel so fucked up but I gotta write verses
I dont write normal bars nah nah nah nah I only write curses
In my head there's always fighting its just me versus me
They asked me dexter please stop rapping i said guess we will see