Been feeling kinda down the last couple days But imma cheer myself up with the music in place Getting shivers on my body And my heads in a daze I need a ah ah ah I need a ah ah ah I need a good fucking feeling I want somewhere to go I'm getting faded at the bar And I got money to blow I wanna go test somebody I got courage to show I need a ah ah ah I got a ah ah ah Why can't I do it well I have tried I got so high then I fell and I died I'm always spinning my heads so fried Ah ah ah so fried Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb I always keep moving on forward and backwards I wanna be an icon but I'm known as a bastard People always talk to me yet I'm acting flustered If you're talking down you better know it's your last word Head rush from the drag of this nicotine I murder any beat people saying "the killer mean" I'm under stress i need a method I ain't talking bean My lyrics reaching mercury that's why they call me killer queen I got one two three too many fucking haters One two three too many see you laters I gotta pause for a second put on my shaders Your music makes me tired you're a sedator Why can't I do it well I have tried I got so high then I fell and I died I'm always spinning my heads so fried Ah ah ah so fried Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb Feeling so dumb yeah I'm feeling so numb I don't if this is real life so I bite my thumb