I'm miserable, twisted in the sheets 35, with a mattress on the floor Called Heidi on FaceTime yesterday I'm not crying it's just my allergies That was bullshit, just like my freedom was I just needed time (time) Now my worldview is so negative Without you my life is Bloomless Bloomless Flowers don't grow since you went away Ruthless So ruthless When she moved out she took the bed frame It's vulnerable in my head When you text me I'm filled with dread If it's freedom I'm all about Then why am I having these doubts? You're Stevie Nicks I was your biggest fan Now I'm Lindsey Buckingham, out of the band I want to call you but I know I can't Because you're no longer mine Bloomless Bloomless Flowers don't grow since you went away Ruthless So ruthless When she moved out she took the bed frame I can't do this I can't do this Every day without you is a living hell Bloomless Bloomless Flowers don't grow since you went away Bad decisions, my self righteousness My true love was you Got home from tour and you were right Without you my life is Bloomless Bloomless Flowers don't grow since you went away Ruthless So ruthless When she moved out she took the bed frame I can't do this I can't do this Every day without you is a living hell Bloomless Bloomless Flowers don't grow since you went away You went away