I want this I don't want this It's my sickness To keep or dismiss My legs push towards the horizon line That's pushing back, trying to break my spine If I grab that sun and I drink it's fire I'll climb broken ladders just to take me higher I want this I don't want this, the blood inside my ghost It's my sickness, to keep or dismiss, I know I know I know. My marrow fights what it knows it needs It's in the words I speak, it's in the air I breathe But I'm terrified for these chains to leave I want this I don't want this, the blood inside my ghost It's my sickness, to keep or dismiss, I know I know I know. I took breath and Stole water My body Towed under. I can't be that man no more. I crave the sea so I'll go to shore When I go and I fall to the ocean floor Know I flew and I found what I searched for.