Desperate Dreaming up feelings Dreaming up thoughts Forgotten purpose forgotten name Nightmares connected to chains Chains that drag me all over the earth Dreaming up death dreaming up birth Distraction Created by motion and light Distraction Is all that is left Reversal of self Reversal of light Reversal of hope Is all that is left In this womb I am bleeding, bleeding to death Tendrils escaping vines growing out of your chest Deeper and deeper forever drowning in rivers of concrete and ash I would dream of crowds, lights, buildings I would dream of cities and vast highways This dream that I am something more Than the panic thoughts of a dying universe