When I was nine I lost my mind I lost my mind Blind faith in line It's not your time It's not mine When the body dies Is it right Is it a crime When my skin sheds In your bed Is it mine I don't want to wake up today Trying new drugs just to keep sane No one wants to hear about you pain Maybe it's better off that way I can't believe What's in front of me What's in front of me The sun burns bright And that's alright And that's alright When I was ten Put a gun to my head Better dead on red I don't want to sympathize That's the price that I pay For my life