Alright You might call it selfish but I see it different Lot of niggas vision getting blurred mines very vivid I spent years searching for a cure heart ain't never get it They thought it was jealousy but that shit there was never in me It was no one I can envy Sometimes they was in they feelings Plenty times I've been mislead I wouldn't falling for the gimmicks Free Lil Bird he been the shooter fuck I look like playing victim Free Lil Qua that's still my nigga Plenty vibes we stayed with him I just hope they all remember like I remember Ion care what the streets said It's what I said and I'm riding with him You don't need no trademark in the game When you a real gang member We could never have the same jeans Even if we rock the same denim's Yea, Boy these jeans got pain in them you wouldn't last a day Let them tell it Everybody got demons they can't cast away Wizard Kelly let me get that bag they a never see my face I'll be on a trip everyday feeling like Ella Mai My patients running thin you can cut it with a butter knife Seen a lot of shit start going left knew they wouldn't doing it right Packed up my shit and hit the road like I should Long as I got myself and rap then I'm good finally felt jealousy Jealousy of the fact they chose a lie over they the truth Jealousy of the fact they ignored the facts When I provided all the proof Jealousy of the fact I gave em time after time guess what they do Jealousy of the fact they didn't apologize but play like it's all cool Jealous Got me Jealous Finally felt jealous Got me Jealous Got Me Jealous Got me Jealous Finally felt jealous Got me Jealous Emotionally jealous not jealous of the money or the fame at all Jealous of the fact they say I changed but I ain't changed at all Jealous of the fact the bond we built that shit mean nun to y'all Jealous of the fact when it unfolded I still took the fall Knowing Failure is lesson we must learn from it Knowing everybody want it Find it funny how they still burn money I refuse to be spoon feed got to let me earn something Come from a long line of hustlers I'm a get it before I let them front me something Like if it's real then it's gone show for sure On this road It's a lot of pain that we must endure I'm jealous of the fact I told them that my heart was pure I'm jealous of the fact I showed them and they disappeared Jealous Got me Jealous Finally felt jealous Got me Jealous Got Me Jealous Got me Jealous Finally felt jealous Got me Jealous