Staring through empty eyes Feeling sick and cold inside Not one sense of hope for me Leave me alone just leave me be Threw my life right down the drain To find a vice to numb the pain All I found was more suffering Wish I could undo these things Never had a fucking choice Though this rage I found my voice Anguish roamed inside my head Without this I would be dead Couldn't bury the fucking past Every bridge I burnt down fast Filled my mind with guilt and shame Violent anger hate and rage Hurt the ones I love the most Stay away don't get too close Might just drag you down with me Never had a choice you see Never had a fucking choice With this rage I found my voice Anguish roamed inside my head Without this I would be dead