My own reflection
Red marks
And pale skin
But the soul is sad enough to hear death
So come closer
Forgot to remember
Not to take this anymore
Shame!
Paralyzed by shame
I closed myself in a cage of my own wishes
And I can't fucking move
Everything makes me sick
There's no will to prolong it
Fuck
It's not easy to stop thinking
About your lips
Even one kiss
Is able to kill
I'm broken
Shame!
Shame of every walk at night
Shame of every look in your eyes
Every second I have spent with you makes me
Scared that one day
I'll pay for kidding myself
I know that it can hurt
But now I want you to stay
It's not easy to stop
Thinking about your lips
Even one kiss
Is able to kill
I'm broken
You're broken
You broke me
I wanna talk to you
But sometimes I think I have nothing to say
Then I have to scream
To convince myself
That it's better than silence I meet every day
Every day
Every night
Cause I can't forget
That it doesn't fucking matter
That I sleep in my own bed
Cause every fucking night, I'm not even close to getting rest
It's not easy to stop thinking
About your lips
Even one kiss
Is able to kill
Is able to kill
I want it more than everything I ever wanted
To see you on your knees
Watching me bleed
I'm broken
You're broken
You broke me
Corrupt