Oh why, keep you tellin' deep inside
Always wondered if you care for me
Please be aware from me
Don't wanna be surprised
I just wanna live my life
So if you love me you stay with me
When i'm here alone
Oh no no no oh no
I used to sit up in my room
What makes emotions come across
Then my mother ride the...
Had a lil' nigga lost
It made me stronger waited longer
Though my heart was feelin' torn
Made me question even more
Why the fuck i still wasn't on
Wrote lyrics for niggas
S on, verse [.]
Held my team down
Labeled as the top carrier
Wasn't seeing the paper for real
Keepin' it clear with y'all
Life is a bitch but this nigga was tryna' marry her
I done bossin' then it bought me on stage with 'em
I was ready for it but others noticed the change in 'em
A year later me and Nate Dogg became chillin'
Recordin' songs in New York and school me on the women
Rest in peace to my homie
Keepin' things in my heart i know the shit that he told me
Now im older watching how these women wanna consult me
Im on guard like a [.] wishing i was the old me
Keeping hard verses without of a [...]
Thinkin' of different bitches on a island and live it up
Was doin' good when my bus started pickin' up
Ran into some issues then same niggas ain't pickin' up
I recognize a lot
If i got one shot i give it all i got
I ain't in this game being something that i'm not
Ima always say the realest 'till my box drop
I won't stop nigga
Oh why keep you tellin' deep inside
Always wondered if you care for me
Please be aware from me
Don't wanna be surprised
I just wanna live my life
So if you love me you stay with me
When i'm here alone
Oh no no no oh no
Remember what you've done
Remember where you came from
It's all good when you step foot in that game son
Count your blessings while you stressin'
Its best as you can
'Cuz the kid up on that picture is changing your plans
I used to think if i change my sound
Will is still get the same love from my town?
Then i realized i was still holdin' it down
And did shit by myself no playing the clown now
The hunger was gone but money was wack
See if i put love in something they be loving me back
I wasn't desperate though to make it
Guess i wanted some stacks
But that was super way back when i was hustlin' raps
I got a blueprint to make it (shit!)
You wanna see it now?
It's confidential don't you ever go and make a sound
Like a hour from new me and music a one
Or like a concrete [...] without a sound
Having a [.] really predicted what i become
If you ever wonder where i get it from
I be the best i can be so this loving you keep it
A quick [.] your choice take it or leave it
Oh why keep you tellin' deep inside
Always wondered if you care for me
Please be aware from me
Don't wanna be surprised
I just wanna live my life
So if you love me you stay with me
When i'm here alone
Oh no no no oh no
I just wanna say, to all the people out there that.
Um,.you know, judge people for their past or whatever
Always know that:
People make mistakes in life and we're only humans
We ain't even promised tomorrow
So live life, let's go then Ya hurd