I don't know where I belong Preacher tells me to go home I'm a force to reckon with on my own Now an orphan all alone Your love is waiting in the light I call to you and kiss the breeze No they won't know your name but I I know you were everything to me Mother, Father, life's a little harder Without you by my side Mother, Father, the world's a little colder Everybody says they care But they haven't got the time Scars that lay there in their place Memories of failed escapes But the turbulence kept me awake I'm far too numb to be afraid Mother, Father, they're afraid to ask me For fear of the uncomfortable truth Mother, Father, they are moving faster But I'm just standing still Waiting here to feel you In the Saturday rain, Saturday rain, Saturday rain Fell heavy on me Saturday rain, Saturday rain I was calling your name When I fell to my knees When I fell to my knees When I fell to my knees I was calling your name When I fell to my knees Now there's a Holy War in me There's a holy war in me There's a holy war in me Holy war in me, holy war in me, holy war in me Now there's a holy war in me Holy war in me, holy war in me, holy war in me Now there's a holy war in me Holy war in me, holy war in me, holy war in me Now there's a holy war in me Holy war in me, holy war in me, holy war in me Now there's a holy war in me