Thoughts that I can't explain, chemicals in my brain
Move at a different pace and I can't keep up
Comes to me like a wave, all this anxiety
I wanna scream but the words are stuck
Trapped inside this head of mine
That spins reality into a lie
I don't know why I say I'm fine
When I'm
Breathing but getting no air, I'm moving but going nowhere
But every time I get here, I break through the breakdown
So when you see my crying, I want you to know I'm trying
I'm fighting, surviving, 'til I find a way out
Hard seeing through the tears when it's so dark in here
I'm numb to the fears, the ring in my ears, year after year, now
The pressure is piling on, ah, but I'm gonna come out strong
Make a diamond out of me, you will shine eventually
Trapped inside this head of mine
That spins reality into a lie
And I don't know why I say I'm fine
When I'm
Breathing but getting no air, I'm moving but going nowhere
But every time I get here, I break through the breakdown
So when you see my crying, I want you to know I'm trying
I'm fighting, surviving, 'til I find a way out
Breathing but getting no air, I'm moving but going nowhere
But every time I get here (I get here)
I break through the breakdown (I break through the breakdown)
So when you see my crying (so when you see my crying)
I want you to know I'm trying (I'm trying)
I'm fighting (I'm fighting), surviving (surviving)
'Til I find a way out