If I was perfect
You wouldn't ever hear a song
You wouldn't know about the dude who lets you know you're not alone
You wouldn't have the tattoo on your arm that's lookin' at you
All the lyrics on your wall inside your room
They'd be gone, I'd be too
I'd be washing dishes at a restaurant
And wishin' that I would've stayed a Christian
Because Jesus saves his children
Now I'm 23 and feeling like I'm 85
All my friends are gone, and I don't know if I should stay alive
I guess I need some rest, yeah
I guess I need some rest
I guess I need some rest, yeah
But I can't rest in peace until I rest in peace
I guess that means I'll just
Stop myself from having these feelings
Haunted by the past, I'm relivin'
Why am I staying alive?
Give me death, I'm ready and willing
All these words they said meant to kill me
Why can't I escape to the sky?
"Hooray" when I die
You got what you wanted, didn't you?
You got what you wanted
Got what you wanted, didn't you?
You got what you wanted
Got what you wanted
If I was perfect
You wouldn't ever see a show
Where everyone is welcome and feels loved and feels at home
You wouldn't have the message on your scars from the depression
And the hearts that I wrote out for when you're blue
They'd be gone, I'd be too
At night, I wanna die from readin' things about my life that never fuckin' happened
You weren't there at any time
You did sit behind a screen and try to seem better
'Cause you never have seen shit that I've seen ever
When will I feel better?
I need some rest
I guess I need some rest
Yeah, I probably need some rest
But I can't rest in peace until I rest in peace
I guess that means I'll just
Stop myself from having these feelings
Haunted by the past I'm relivin'
Why am I staying alive?
Give me death, I'm ready and willing
All these words they said meant to kill me
Why can't I escape to the sky?
"Hooray" when I die
You got what you wanted, didn't you?
You got what you wanted
Got what you wanted, didn't you?
You got what you wanted
Got what you wanted, didn't you? (I'ma stayin')
You got what you wanted
Got what you wanted, didn't you?
You got what you wanted
Got what you wanted, didn't you?