Lock me in a box With no lights For the night Trying my best but this isn't where I wanna be Smiley bullshit Trying not to get hit Tryna play it cool, figuring out how to fit in Poisoning myself with every drink (To buy a personality) A collision Of chemicals and anxiety Get me out of this place There's too much concrete for me Too many faces to see Too many names to remember And I can't even breathe Everyone I know Is trying so damn hard to glow When it's worst rays they radiate instead (Making their way under my skin) Dilated eyes Shiny white teeth Screaming barely A centimeter from me I'll pretend I heard a word of what you said (My ears are ringing) Losing all vision Of any hope in this place Why do I keep coming back? There's too much concrete for me Too many faces to see Too many names to remember When I can't even hear Myself think Let alone you speaking I need some serenity Everything I hate means nothing When I see That beam of light Bounce of your cheek I get distracted Don't even know what I'm after There's no one there You were only a distant dream Reality's a nightmare Maybe it's my anxiety There's too much concrete for me Too many faces to see Too many names to remember When I can't even hear Myself think Let alone you speaking I need some serenity I need serenity