Wonder! I be staring Be staring at her blue eyes Then I look up then I'm staring at the blue skies She got contacts in yeah she can win a damn prize Had to take them out I nutted in her damn eyes This is not even nothing I wish this was enough Know my baby be bluffing She just like to be tough Used to scramble for change While she scrambled my brain Now I keep going off She just thinks I'm insane I'm not admitting to nothing I'm not the villain today If this not even love then why she feeling a way I could go on for days This shit is getting me paid I haven't even went to counseling in 56 days I've been struggling Been tryna' get this fucking success All she wanted was sex And there was no room for love I wasn't selfish at all Until the push came to shove My mental illness went off Said you can still come over on the weekends And you can fall asleep here if you sleepy And if you wanna fuck then girl just say that Cause I've been tryna' find my fuckin' way back I was always screaming the end The end never came to me The devil probably let me win So I can never fall asleep With the love I wanted The love I wanted to keep The lose it left me haunted' So I can never sleep Eh eh eh eh eh Eh eh eh eh eh Yeah