Long nights in texas
You'll never read what
I sent your address
Attached a polaroid
Of me in September
You're skipping breakfast again
Lashing out at all of my friends
Long nights in JC
Thought I'd jump
If you made me
Kicked out at 16
Take trains
Thought my brain
Might kill me
Couch-bed my pillows keep
Slipping out from under my head
What can I do to find out
If I ever meant somethin' to you?
I fall out of the wrong side of the bed
Was it somethin' I said?
I'm just talking to you from inside of my head
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You want the the type the way you make me feel
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Long flight to Paris
Next train to London
If I shut my eyes tight
Enough would it all just
Be so simple
Hollow point in my mental
Glitch inside of my system
Just floating around around around
You want the way that I feel
It's in the back of mind
I want it all of the time
I want it all of the time
I'm tasting blood in my mouth
I'm seeing ghosts in my house
I'm stuck but I got it down
I'm stuck but I got it down
I found a way to make it real
You'll never take it back from me
I found a way to make it real
You'll never take it back from me
Make it real
Take it back
Make it real
Just a second of bliss
Is all I ever need
I hit the wall with my fist
Until it starts to bleed
It's not a total eclipse
But it all looks dark to me
Memory of us as kids
Not who I wanted us to be
But I want it
I I I want it
I, I want it I I I want it
I, I want it I I I want it
I I I want it