This been feeling like a journey that I just begun
Following paths that I thought I knew I never could
Not looking back cause those problems never let me up
Like yo I'm past that actually no, I know I'm good
Know I learned my lesson,
Know I got my fill of bittersweet adolescence
Writing off my curiosity, deflecting animosity, and know it's possibly
Because my satisfaction from the answers to questions I thought
I needed really just kept me upset
How am I so down if I've never been up yet
How am I so lucky if I've never had success
And am I really who I wanna be with all these regrets
These hidden secrets, I still get defensive
And I'm still knee deep in sins, keep my pride near my dreams
Keep my style in the end
No denying where I am, no more hiding I'm still here
Oh, and I can feel it running through my veins
Outta control it's something I can't contain
Oh I don't know why I'm still on this chase
Well I feel as I might jetstream off to space
And I'm still thankful for my anchors keeping me in place
Helping me stay where I should stay until I find my way
I'm still happy for my lover she's my favorite thing
And happy for my mother there's no other like her
Telling me make a song about her while I'm still a writer
Thankful for brothers I was born
With, those I've made, those I've lost
For my manager and Daniel and for Garrett and for Dahm
And for everybody who listens to me sing these songs
It's been awhile but I'm finally on,
It's been a minute but they're finally long
I've been attentive and dismissive
Like hey what's up, oh wait, I'm gone
I've done two tours but still
Haven't done my own, like what's that like
And I still ramble like a child, like this is love, sadkid two
But if you made it this far, then the sadKiD loves you