I was caught in a crossfire couldn't get higher Some lazy mother is calling me a liar Born to abuse nothing to lose A man in black says it time to choose Going insane the ultimate pain Suicidal thoughts running through my brain Nothing to do ready to go Waiting to fry living on death row My time's running out no time for second doubts There's one thing i've been without You've got to love me til death... Til the last breath A voice from within the ultimate sin Everything to lose and nothing to win They say i'm insane it's all in my vain This is the right side of my brain I wanted so bad to have what they had When i think back it makes me so sad No time for regrets no last second bets This is the end it's russian roulette Aint much to undo no, so much is true There's one thing i want you to do You've got to love me til death... Til the last breath I tried so hard to be a man but i knew it would never last One bad second then i was down it all happened so fast