I want to reset the bone I want to be right But what will I do Without my fear to die? The reason I can't Sit in the silence alone Is fear of what I might lose If I find the light I say I hate it But I know I'm the one who's keeping it here I say I'm jaded But I'm creating the cloud that's creating my fear ♪ What do I do with these dreams Where I push you back when you comfort me? I know I want just to be seen But I get so scared when you see me on the brink I say I hate it But I know I'm the one who's keeping it here I say I'm jaded But I'm creating the cloud that's creating my fear I say I hate it But I know I'm the one who's keeping it here I say I'm jaded But I'm creating the cloud that's creating my fear ♪ I don't see where to step With my head in the clouds But the ground is so gray So I put my pain on the shelf At a Catch-22 I keep a secret from myself I don't see where to step With my head in the clouds But the ground is so gray So I put my pain on the shelf At a Catch-22 I keep a secret from myself