My life until now Was asking for easy ways out Choice to run from choice that scared me Was always still a cross to carry I'm waiting for the big event Waiting for the obvious End of the story But even that God won't interpret for me I may never really count the cost I always prayed for freedom but now that I'm free I'm lost It's not that I can't believe It's that I don't want to grieve I prayed for enlightenment but wasn't prepared to weep ♪ I've waited for God to vindicate me For a faith that would save me But Nazarites will lose their hair Every temple curtain tears The time has come to decide How far I'll go without a sign I can't follow into Jerusalem Still playing dumb I may never know that I know In a dry and thirsty land my plea gets answered with a poem World is adoration Silence is saturation There's freedom out of Egypt But it's straight into wilderness