I don't even know what I thought I wanted But I thought by now I'd have What as a kid I thought I saw in my parents I expected By now every fundamental fear Would fade into what I thought they fell back on I've come of age It's the same I don't know how I thought I'd escape this I don't know what I thought Was behind the curtain in the distance The real death Was never in the dying Only in the resistance I've tried to blame It's a hollow game