Everything still waits for me To let it sail upon the sea To let it grow all it's weeds I'm out too deep in the stream And lose myself irretrievably In the mouth of God when he's swallowing The sun will set on my needs And leave me here instead to seek To hear a song in a fever dream The death of God will set me free To finally find out what I mean When I name the nameless thing ♪ The crashing waves still call my name To come and kiss green mermaids And let them bathe me in their embrace I find a way to loose the chains After all the wine will relax my veins And bring my mind back into my brain My listlessness turns me to gray And leaves me here to waste away Waiting for some sacred stage Where Gabriel unlocks heaven's gate And I cross over into fate But I'm still stuck in this fucking place