It's hard to know If I kept the faith For every forward step An exit fades I don't even know what I'm waiting for It seems every few years or so I don't know who I am anymore I'm running out of parts to perform So I'm here against the fence again I've nowhere left to go but within So how long will I wait? I take so long to give myself away My fundamental fear is being engulfed By what I want to give all my love So the choice remains To own a sacrifice or to die alone So I'm up against the fence another year I'm walking through a door that disappears So how long will I wait? I take so long to give myself away