Oh I've been waiting for a long, long time And feeling worse than I could feel Always the wrong place at the wrong time but This time I know that it's for real When we talk I don't know what to say But I think that I will be okay If I carve your initials in my heart And though it helps when things get rough Your picture's not enough So I will carve your initials in my heart And find the best way that I can To make sure you begin to understand So many thoughts are swimming round my head I sometimes wish that I would drown Or maybe think of something else instead But that would only bring me down So I'll take a knife and hold it steady Cause I know that I'm more than ready To carve your initials in my heart I'll hold my pillow to my head Until it's you instead Then I will carve your initials in my heart And I don't care how much it hurts Cause me here without you is even worse I really love you And I always will But you will always be around And if it takes some time I'll wait until Until the stars come crashing down It gets so lonely when there's no one else And I've done the best that I can do And so I'll sit right here beside myself Until I'm sitting beside you And I'd give it all up in a minute If I had a life and you were in it I'd carve your initials in my heart I'll hold my pillow to my head Until it's you instead Then I will carve your initials in my heart And dream about the day that you Carved my initials into your heart too