Revising my old schemes Residing in a dream In disguise All that I despise in everybody's eyes lives inside Cuz hating what I hate is what makes me relate to this life Feeling full of nothing turns me into something full of fire And if I wanna die die die then I'll die And if I wanna cry cry cry then I'll cry So I try and I try and I try oh yeah Cuz I'm alive live live I'm still alive Believing night and day because of yesterday goes away Reality brought faith is all that you create from inside If all you say you see is something wrong with me you're a liar You gotta find a way to hear what people say to survive And if I wanna die die die then ill die And if I wanna cry cry cry then I'll cry so I try And I try and I try oh yeah Cuz I'm alive live live I'm still alive