I think they like me better when I'm Sad They say I'm more fun when I'm on drugs But it's fed up cause the only time I do drugs Is when this big bad world gets to damn much Facts Seek an escape in the shape of a pill Run away from the place in my mind where I feel Put a smile on my face they don't care if it's real Nah Watch him stand up Clutch paper cup Whoops paper cut I think I'm just Fucked Trust in my gut Love I need some Stuck in a rut Blood thinning just One more for the road cause I know they like me better when I'm Sad Well ain't that a b*tch Kissed with a fist Bliss when I'm pissed Is what it is This how I love Proud not a bit Loud fing pr*ck Coward I'll admit Help You see me I see 2CB We see things so differently Help You love me I love drink We love things so god damn differently Help You save me I break you You take me so faithful Clean breakthrough I can't do Please won't you stop trying to Help Journey on my own Through a desert storm Only water known comes from these eyelids Noises Crisis Voices Telling me they like me better when I'm Sad How many Segway's can a flow take Can't concentrate Intake full clips Exhale bull sh*t Enough sh*t said Date night dread She says I'm deep yes No I'm depressed Check these meds I'm a mess WhatsApp text Prescription incoming Prescription incoming It just takes too much to be who I am It's a lonely living that I've been condemned I'm low and I'm lost with a drink in my hand And if drinking is living I've lived as drunk as I can S It just takes to much to be who I am It's a lonely living that I've been condemned I'm low and I'm lonely with a drink in my hand If drinking is living I've lived as drunk as I can