I said, "I feel no pain" (no pain)
Wearing these bruises like warpaint
You know I feel no shame (no shame)
Had enough playing these war games
Twice you know I said it all
Twice you know I fucked it up
Tell me I'm good enough (please)
I know, I'm not, I'm not
But I'm in the deep end (uh-huh)
I wanna fall in
I can't make no promises
I'm dealing with my own shit (yeah)
In front of your headlights
I'm in the spotlight
We were heading nowhere
I was giving you the last rites
I said, "I feel no pain" (no pain)
Wearing these bruises like warpaint
You know I feel no shame (no shame)
Had enough playing these war games
I don't need to hear you're sorry
All you ever did was stall me
I said, "I feel no pain" (no pain)
Wearing these bruises like warpaint, yeah
(Wearing these bruises like warpaint) yeah
Twice, you know you beat me up
Twice, you know I shook it off
Been tripping like sugar ray (oops)
But not today, today (no)
I'm in the deep end (uh-huh)
I wanna fall in
Nothing you will say can turn the past into the present (yeah)
Digging the trenches (ya)
Taking the punches (ouch)
I get so fucked up, baby, I'm running out of options
I could never explain
Why these thoughts come into my brain, no
I've been going insane
Trying to change the way that I am
(Keep calling my name)
I said, "I feel no pain" (no pain)
Wearing these bruises like warpaint (warpaint)
You know I feel no shame (no shame)
Had enough playing these war games
I don't need to hear you're sorry
All you ever did was stall me
I said I feel no pain (no pain)
Wearing these bruises like warpaint, yeah
(Not today, not today)
Wearing these bruises like warpaint
(Not today, not today)
Wearing these bruises like warpaint