A hot summer day spent inside watching the tv The couch totally crying "you don't know what you mean to me" Drag it out, pay your dues, are you in? gotta choose Calculate my intentions like a fucking astronaut And the black dog beside me sweating boredom by the pound Watch my day spin 360, see me slither to the ground Trace my head back to it was once last found Yea, I made some bad decisions but I'll take another round I'm and ugly mother fucker with a glare in his eye and the evil brews inside of me, right where i wanna be Dead, crucified in a modern way of life Turn my guilt into and ornament and hang it on your christmas tree Off into the night, I slither on like a calico cat in a breeder's dream Fear of rejection, a common insight, hide away in the corners, take the heat, return to my kind I accept the fact no one can think for themselve No one respects themselves, I dont respect myself Its coming on fast, this is never gunna last, tell me I'm right Its none of your concern, keep my secrets in my pockets I'm right Turn of the tide, we slither on with our lives, if the grass is always greener then I'll see you on the other side.