White lies to hide me at home, while I'm sad in the mornings. Oh I can be a hermit you know I'll reply when the weather gets warmer. Here's to Miss Everything's Fine, Eating full bowls of kale and sipping her wine. Even she agrees, apathy comes with the times So rest assured that nothing matters. It's always a struggle, you learn to grin and bear it. I wonder if we could memorize our thoughts, put them into songs, would they ever really change much? My old fears showed up and left, I've basically conformed and lost my edge. I imagine this will always be complicated, My wanderlust may never be satiated. I will try to find some sort of peace in it all, Revise my beliefs on our walks on alberta I won't tell you when I'm full and down to go home Cause our talks on alberta are the reason I'm not spiritually suffocating, not fake smiling. Better things will come if we never stop trying, that's what they told me but I don't really buy it. I'll play dumb and you can play it cool.