I know this day in the summertime My uncle's lake on the fourth of July I saw the cabin, my sister tried To call like a loon with her hands kept tight Up against her mouth As the fireflies became visible in the failing summer light A sparkler in my hand I went after them as they went out into the night I cornered them to a quiet place Where the grass grew tall as it met the lake It was a different bug must have bit my leg Though I never saw him Back at home I cry in my room My closest friend, the one that I confided to I wanted her but she wanted you I was sick in bed I could barely move And then as my body turned against itself I prayed for death that I come back to be anyone else Be anyone else Be anyone else As the sickness formed within my cells You never love me like the way you love anyone else You dig a hole, dig it deep enough The truth buries itself, it buries itself And I, I disowned my [?] Own family Oh, for love Oh, for love I was ashamed of my sister because She lied to me when I wasn't good enough Sorry, Sorry You were the only thing I should have ever loved Sorry, Sorry