You broke me You were the first to hit Cause you were perfect, yeah I just couldn't see it So I hurt myself while I hurt you Backshot (Backshot) Told you that I won't leave Here I am leaving Tell me that you miss me Tell me that you miss me I am up awake at night, I'm hoping that you miss me Look at me now I'm on my way To mess up all I have again There's nothing more that I could dream of But I'm afraid of happiness You hurt me You were the first to know My anxiety and tears You've seen all of my fears They drove me away from you 'cause I just wasn't ready I hurt myself while I hurt you Backshot (Backshot) Told you that I won't leave Here I am leaving Tell me that you miss me Tell me that you miss me I am up awake at night, I'm hoping that you miss me Look at me now I'm on my way To mess up all I have again There's nothing more that I could dream of But I'm afraid of happiness Look at me now I'm on my way To mess up all I have again There's nothing more that I could dream of But I'm afraid of happiness Don't mind me I'm just out here being lonely It's all because of me Don't mind me I'm just out here being lonely It's all because of me Look at me now I'm on my way To mess up all I have again There's nothing more that I could dream of But I'm afraid of happiness Look at me now I'm on my way To mess up all I have again There's nothing more that I could dream of But I'm afraid of happiness Look at me now I'm on my way To mess up all I have again There's nothing more that I could dream of But I'm afraid of happiness (Look at me know I'm on my way) But I'm afraid of happiness (There's nothing more that I could dream of) But I'm afraid of happiness