I try to keep it together but it's slipping through
Transitioning to a darker blue
It's sinking anything that I've ever had
I've lost lovers, friends just to tell yourself
Dead life, I can't cope with this
Lost light, lost sight, lost everything
Grey blood runs through my veins
Growing and can't be contained
Self-destructing, I'm self-destructing
I can tell by pushing you away
I keep walking, I'm always walking
I'll never stop until I'm in my grave
I am on my own
After months outside
With nowhere to go
As light turns to dawn
Do I still need the sun 'cause
I've been lying in my coffin
For two years still thinking often
This isn't where I'm meant to be
I don't deserve to finally sleep
I've been lying in my coffin
For two years still thinking often
This isn't where I'm meant to be
I don't deserve to finally sleep
Dead life, I can't cope with shit
Lost light, lost sight, lost everything
Grey blood runs through my veins
Growing and can't be contained
Set myself up
Fall for the trap
Making mistakes
Ignoring the map
My compases is spinning
Times only thinning
I'm in hell still
Burning at both ends
I'm at war with the world
And the way it should be
Look outside
I look outside
I don't want a part of it, don't want a part of it
I'm at war with the world
And the way it should be
Look outside
I look outside
I don't want a part of it, don't want a part of it
I am on my own
After months outside
With nowhere to go
As light turns to dawn
Do I still need the sun 'cause
I've been lying in my coffin
For two years still thinking often
This isn't where I'm meant to be
I don't deserve to finally sleep
I've been lying in my coffin
For two years still thinking often
This isn't where I'm meant to be
I don't deserve to finally sleep
I'm at war with myself and the man I should be
I looked in the mirror, he never looks back at me
I'm at war with myself and the man I should be
Man I should be
I looked in the mirror, he never looks back at me
I've been lying in my coffin
For two years still thinking often
This isn't where I'm meant to be
I don't deserve to finally sleep
I've been lying in my coffin
For two years I'm still thinking often
This isn't where I'm meant to be
I don't deserve to finally sleep